It´s like all day you are okay until all of sudden everything comes back to you. And you just drop. You feel as if your entire body has been drained and all you feel is a pain in the middle of your chest. A strong pain that seems like it can never be fixed. It is hard to deal with it especially when you expected the complete opposite. And what if you really just don´t know how to deal with it...You put that smile on your face so everyone thinks you are happy but really you aren´t.